here we are..

setelah hampir 1 bulan...
hanya berani mengedit page, n design..
blum berupaya untuk menukilan..

setelah pelbagai halangan dan cubaan..
kini ai mengerti,
perginya dia merungkai seribu persoalan
merubah persekitaran..
menyingkap segala permasalah,
memberi ketabahan..
menyedari ssesuatu yang telah lama hilang...

it was me..
i lost..

andai dia masih di sini,
adilkah mata melihat penyeksaan..
adilkah tangan ini berat menghulur..
adilkah dia menanggungnya..

it was easy for other to say sabar...
ada hikmah.. yes.. that's true..
inilah hikmah nya...
but ai can pretend i'm so Ok..

belum pun sempat ai mendendangkan HONEY BEE
now I'm Missing A Star..

it's like a missing star
that's always bee up in your sky
it's like the rainbow
never come after the rain
it's like the sun
never rises in every of your morning

how am i supposed to live without those thing..

o blue sand.. will i ever got to be like you..

sesuatu yang dianggap berharga bila ia telah tiada..


ibu, if u r here, ai would like to share my tears..
hanya ai ingin menangis dibahu mu..

what can i do is just pray for their best..
n clam myself..

Al-Fatihah buat mereka yang telah pergi..
masa untuk ai menyusul bukan ketentuan ku..

sesungguhnya ai benar-benar kehilangan dan terasa kesorangan.

honey bee

I dedicated specially to him...
i know he might not read even hear i'm singing..
but i wanted he know what i'm feeling for him..
Mal, this is for u



HONEY BEE

I am a honey bee,
Shut out from the coliney.
And they won't let me in,
So, I left the hive.

They took away all my stripes,
And broke off both my wings.
So I'll find another tree,
And make the wind my friend.

I'll just sing with the birds,
They'll tell me the secrets of the world.
But my other honey bee,
Is stuck where he doesn't wanna be.

But my darling honey bee,
I'll come save you even if it means,
I'd have to face the queen.

Ba da ba da da dum,
Ba ba ba da da da dum.

So, I'll come prepared,
My new friends say they will help me,
Get my loved one back.

They say it isn't right,
The bee's have control of your mind,
And I choose not to believe them.

So we'll meet in the darkness of the night,
And I promise I will be there on time.
We'll be guilded by my new friends the butterflys,
Bring us back to our own little hive.

Oh, my darling honey bee,
No longer stuck where he doesn't wanna be.
Oh, my darling honey bee,
I have saved you and now that you're with me,
We can make our honey.

Ba da da ba dum bum,
Ba da ba da da da dum.